Blair Waldorf to Chuck Bass : "You and I loved each other, but then you broke my heart.."
hell-ooooooooooo :p it was tons of years since my last posting. didnt have much time and mood for writing i guess, hehe.
well now i'm facing couple weeks of final exam, but not exactly even study yet. hmm recently i've been thinking about things in my life.. like what's my goal, priority and so on. i've been living my life like this, extremely usual..i'm not saying boring. its just ..you know, i dont even know where am i heading to, exactly?
acually, i got things, tons of things and ideas of how my life would gonna be in the future. like, i really reaaallly wanna go abroad and live there..hmm to united states maybe? and get my master there, travelling, meet new foreign people.. hmmmmmmmmmmm there i go, daydreaming again.
but then again i simply realize, that maybe the things-ideas or every little dreams i have could motivate me to set my own goals.. aight?
i wanna be better, i need to set my own goals, i have to. i just wanna rebuild my self up to a new direction, a better direction.
cross your fingers N, and start digging start building :)
dont waste your time on me, you'll find yours someday ! :)
life is all about how you make it.
how you see it
how you treat it
how you response it
how you appreciate it
there's no such thing about perfect life. there's no such thing about perfect happiness..
but sure, we are all able to work on it, work to make it cloooose to perfect
behind smiling face, there's also tears
behind some darkest cloud, there's also sun
behind heavy rain, there must be beautiful rainbow
so, i wont afraid
i wont surrender
cause i know, there's God
inside me..always
Alhamdulillah for making me like who i am right now
for giving me Ayah, Ibu, Mas Uca and Dimas
for giving me my greatest Uncles, Aunts, Cousins
for giving me this house, this facilities, this opportunities
for giving me my best best best friends ever since i can make my first friend till now
for giving me everything i ask from you Allah
for every single thing you gave me, the air, the trees, the sunlight, the rain
for that, guide me to always remember that this is, all the things that i have.. came from You
and i am nothing .. nothing without You.
oh yes and 1 thing,God : this is the pray that i've always been ask to you..every single day, and will always be forever.. Please please take care of Ayah, Ibu, Mas Uca and Dimas.. cause yes, i'm nothing without 'em too :")
how you see it
how you treat it
how you response it
how you appreciate it
there's no such thing about perfect life. there's no such thing about perfect happiness..
but sure, we are all able to work on it, work to make it cloooose to perfect
behind smiling face, there's also tears
behind some darkest cloud, there's also sun
behind heavy rain, there must be beautiful rainbow
so, i wont afraid
i wont surrender
cause i know, there's God
inside me..always
Alhamdulillah for making me like who i am right now
for giving me Ayah, Ibu, Mas Uca and Dimas
for giving me my greatest Uncles, Aunts, Cousins
for giving me this house, this facilities, this opportunities
for giving me my best best best friends ever since i can make my first friend till now
for giving me everything i ask from you Allah
for every single thing you gave me, the air, the trees, the sunlight, the rain
for that, guide me to always remember that this is, all the things that i have.. came from You
and i am nothing .. nothing without You.
oh yes and 1 thing,God : this is the pray that i've always been ask to you..every single day, and will always be forever.. Please please take care of Ayah, Ibu, Mas Uca and Dimas.. cause yes, i'm nothing without 'em too :")