Could you handle this ?
It's like, you can't be with someone cause you'll lose the other one.
It's like, you can't really love someone cause you know you'll definitely hurt the other one.
It's like, you can't really describe how you feel to someone cause you're afraid of the guilty feeling you have for the other one
And
It's like, you feel you already hurt the other one, but you can't help the way you feel to someone.
That made you feel worse than a betrayer though you knew you never planned to do so.
Never crossed your mind, even for just a blink of an eye.
And
When you know you're losing the other one, even though you're trying so hard not to..
When you feel that you just hurt the other one..
When you're crying yourself at night just to think how this thing would end without hurting anyone..
When you wish so hard that you never get the chance to know that someone..
When you wish that this would never happened to you, but it was..
When you really really wish that the other one, even just for little, really put their feet in your shoes, so they'd know how you really feel about this
And..you start to think to hide your feeling to someone
start to think to be able to fix your bond to the other one
start to think, maybe this is just what God would love me to learn about life
and..could you?
Could you handle this, N?
2 comments
no i can not!
ReplyDeleteeh anak labil ganti alamat blog mulu hahahah
yes you can ! (dreaming)
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