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u know, I may not a 100% honest when I said I'm okay or totally over it but at least I tried. well perhaps I succeeded for abt 75% ? the rest is just some tickling memories that often came by to surprised me, even in my sleep. I know it may sound crazy, but probably I got a little loony? haha ofcourse not.
sometimes thngs just happened the way u dont expect them to be, thats why it surprises me a lot! when I think everything fell apart, then I found it that everythings gonna be okay in the end, bcs u know, someone said so. but when I finally decided to 'okay, I guess everything is gonna be okay' then woop! every single fucking thing just went to be crashed and burnt :( sadly but I think I lost the most. yes I am.

but u know, ppl said theres always a rainbow that came after the rain. I hv to admit it that my gloomy time should hv been over by now. I'm not saying that I still mourn this time, but! I just not found any rainbows yet now. not yet.  couples of minutes ago, I tweeted that wont livin in hate which is a very good chance for those fuckin bad memories to stop by on my head. I wanna live in peace God. why is it so hard for me to accept that, yes...I lost the most now. this is not abt I want to get back to the past, which is I'm very certain for it. this  is just about, fixing of whats broken. altho' I know that I wont be able to fix it perfectly, but at least there's something worth to try, rite?

my bestfriends may said that 'this experience would lead to another better version of ur self N' well yeah, I hope so, mates :) I really do. may I state once again that I DONT WANT TO GO BACK THERE, I really dont. I just need to.. u know re-shape my very crooked heart now. rearrange so that whenever another person tried to come in, it wont look so messy anyway. so, in order to do that, I may shall wash away what happened last (if I may copied that from Jared Leto's lyric) so I wont live in curiosity, hate and feel like I wont be 'hole' anymore. I DO REALLY WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE, with u with him with her with them with every single ppl on this planet (and mars..)

and yes, I really hope for u to come. my future... ') cause past and present just wont fit me anymore.
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HELLOW YELLOW JELL-O
I've been a way for a while, took off for holiday is pretty much A NEED for me. maybe for all of us too. well, I only getaway locally (Indonesia it is) but, the experiences is totally EXCITING! yattaaa..

so here's the story, I took 4days off from Jkt and went to JOGJAKARTA :) its somewhere near central Java, well it probably is haha I dont really aware of the geography location. so, I went there with my beloved girls Rizka who I like to call 'dut' and Gabby. actually, theres another one, Devina which is we like to call 'Bule' b/c she's kinda look like a foreign girl and absolutely pretty :). But this Devina girl hv to do something with her lecturer at campus, so she's kinda showed up late on our third day at Jogja.
we took a train there! its so much exciting, since I never go travelling anywhere with this train thing (well, prbbly I hv..but its when I was only 3yrs old). we sat on a business class seats. it didnt hv any air conditioner, HOT but, since we're intended to hv a great holiday..so no problemo amigo, aight? :)

we had a greaaat time there. went on a 'Delman/andong' right, walking around malioboro at night, eating LOTS OF MOST CHEAP FOOD EVER hehe like nasi kucing, wedang ronde, cenil. it was a blast. I had tons of fun. but wait a secccc, I told u that Bule hasnt coming yet rite? and on the 3rd day, our bliss is totally completed hihi b/c Bule has just arrived at 4am in the morning. and we had plans to walkin around on every beaches there in Jogja. Gabby who has couple of friends there, had an idea to invite 'em all and went to the beach together. the new members of our 'Jogja Tour' was Ode, Wawan, Dicky and Resa.

in the end, we surely became goodfriends. I totally love the idea of travelling around Indonesia. honestly, theres a lots of beautiful places rite here in our country. we gotta be more creative to explore 'em all.
Do you love travelling too? well I hv dreams to be able travel around the world. well, my passion has always been about TOKYO TOKYO and TOKYO :) thats the place which I should visit before I die! and the next is probably... LONDON where the lads came from! haha and third, mmm I hvnt figured it out yet, maybe later I'd make list of places that I shud go someday. its my words, I'm on it. I know I'm gonna make it there somehow. so what about you? where's ur 'most-hv-to-visit-places' ? :)

here's some of great experiences that successfully captured by my pocket camera !

me and rizka. we just arrived at Stasiun Tugu Jogja, and hopped on Delman. :)

at Candi Prambanan, me and Gabby

its totally HOT there, so we decided to wear this cute enormous hat!

me at the Prambanan Museum, in love with the history!

nice temple made by humans

so much like local tourist arent we? --"


another me and Gabby

somewhere in the corner of temple, Gabby and Rizka

and soooo, here's our new member of "Jogja Tour" :) hope we cud go around strolling again!

great scenery !! there's Rizka, Devina, Gabby and Me

we're at some kinda place called 'House of Raminten'. some says, the owner was a shemale!!

cool! left to right : Ode, Devina, Rizka, Me, Wawan, Gabby, Dicky

here's the gank ! hakhakhak

Gabby says "we probably in Ibiza or something" same thing, rite! beautiful beaches :)

lovely

how cool is thaaaat! haha 

at Museum Ullen Sentalu :)

Devina, Me, Rizka and Gabby. another holidays, shall we? :p




at alun2 selatan jogja, how cool is that thing! we 'gowes' togetherrrr :)


LETS MAKE ANOTHER TRIP 

hasta la vista baby !! 
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this is my another cool stuff for u to hear :O just found 'em recently but love it like kreyziiiiiiiii
u better check em out, probably one of ur wave too ! enjoy
'lets get down with the trumpets!'
cheers lads
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