<p>When I gazed around at everybody I know, they seem happy. Too happy. Well at least thats what I thought. I dont know why and maybe it looks odd to people but it hurts me. The way people are having and feeling happiness are just..inevitably tempting. Why cant I have those kind of thing? Why do I feel numb and nothing? I live on the average, I feel somewhat regular and regular is never enough cause #YOLO. Thats what everybody has been talkin about. You know what #YOLO my ass.
I'll give everything to feel alive again. Average is sucks. I've had enough already.