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I've been thinking about quitting my job and start a new one immediately. And I've been thinking about that a kind of lot. Well these past of days of weeks but to be honest maybe has been loads of fun for me. I've been assigned to a new division which I'm not really keen of, for the first. But heck yeah, I'd like to try new things, so yes I'd gladly take the challenge.
When a phrase once said that "tak kenal maka tak sayang" means, you cannot really tell whether you like them or not before you get to know them well. The phrase kinda fit me well, at the moment. These kids whom I barely even knew at first, then become friends now are actually a load of fun to hang with.
I simply believe that (also) the phrase "don't judge a book by its cover" always worked every single time. And I know I should not be judgmental on everything at first, for first impression could be really deceiving for most of the time.

But that doesn't swept away my intention to quit my job. I'm not actually really fond of my current job to be honest. It is not really who I am. But, I don't even figured out (just yet) what kind of job that would possibly be fit me really well. The high tendency kinda girl to get bo-ring for a lot of time. Ideas are still keep popping into my head at some quite of random moments. Will I get the chance to find my dream job? Am I able to travel overseas or maybe study there? Ah these crazy ideas are really intimidating and confusing at the same time.

My dream is..to be able to travelling overseas. Or maybe study there, like get my master or something. Which I knew it is really hard since I don't come from a super rich family which by the way lead me to a conclusion to find a scholarship which all of you may know it is quite a big challenge to get to. Yea I know I sound pissed. Cause maybe I do. Haha jk.

Dreams dreams dreams. Are going to hang in there until we work on something (on them). Sometimes I think that my dreams are too high and impeccable that I'd only get disappointments for not getting it.

How about you. What are your dreams? Do you think you can make them happen?



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<p>When I gazed around at everybody I know, they seem happy. Too happy. Well at least thats what I thought. I dont know why and maybe it looks odd to people but it hurts me. The way people are having and feeling happiness are just..inevitably tempting. Why cant I have those kind of thing? Why do I feel numb and nothing? I live on the average, I feel somewhat regular and regular is never enough cause #YOLO. Thats what everybody has been talkin about. You know what #YOLO my ass.

I'll give everything to feel alive again. Average is sucks. I've had enough already.

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i love this movie accidentally. what? haha yes i am. it was actually random moment when i picked out this movie from its rack. and surprisingly, it is goooooooooood. well atleast for me it is :-)


it is so pure and honest. it is about a guy loves a girl for his entire life but never have the guts to actually look her in the eyes and talk about his feeling. so he just happened to be her stalker forever without her even realizing it. whats good? it has a nicely done happy ending :-)


i want to quoted some good lines in here...............


Will Donner: Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything.


Will Donner: Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing. 


Will Donner: If I had one wish it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness that you brought me. That you can feel what it's like to love.


Will Donner: I'm imagining a day when I get up, and I know that I will not see you, because you're far away. Okay, I will not see you, no chance, will not. 
Will Donner: And now, now I'm imagining a day when I get up and I know that I might see you. Okay might, could, maybe... Of those two days, that's the day I want, that's the day I choose.


and here is the sweetest guy, will donner :-)


promise me u'll watch it !

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its been ages! i miss writing so much tho i havent spare my time to be actually sit in front of my laptop and let the words puzzling in my head comes out. and i choose the day is today :-)

nothing special to be honest, to this very day i still living my life in a average way. woke up every morning (really early in the morning) go to work, then out from work..do some workouts then straight home. and when the weekends finally came, special wasnt coming to my way of life either. sometimes i went with my friends or family. but thats it..thats pretty much it. u hear boring? applied to me more.. more than boring.

i started to feel something missin in my life. somethings important i guess, cause i feel...flat. and theres nothing i can do about it. i just live it...i have to.
i am 22, well actually turning 23 this years. yes, old enough yet young enough either.  i probably dont know how to say it, but... i gotta live my life once again. i feel like dead to me. dead.
not that i dont feel gracious about my life. i know i have the best family and great friends. but...fck i'm bored. to death.

and as days went by, i know some boys and stuffs. i started to set an over-hi expectations about them without me realizing it. when i found out, i feel..........scared. cause, i tend to push them away if i wasnt feelin right. even just for a bit. it pretty much been a contradictive version of my self. of how i used to tell people esp my friends "to accept ur partners just the way they are, cause people, anyone have flaws. we're not perfect".
and bla bla bla..........why me, set this high expectations? i dont even know for gods sake.
what i feel, when they're like not in my kinda 'zone', i started to push them away and...scratch their name on my list (if thats even possible, i only imagining it).


i need my mate, my partner, my bestfriend, my man. and that starting to scares me cause i havent found him yet.
i need good decent guy, is that too much to ask, God ?

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